What went wrong?

January 14, 2022

Away from my old self
still fighting my old decisions
No, I'm not dwelling in my past
just regretting the shit I've become.

Day-in, Day-out, I cried all day
Day-in, Day-in, I still cry all day
any difference I ask?
Tears now go the opposite path,
and scars, the inner skin.

So, what went wrong?
Is it all on me? Or was there anyone else?
I might ask, but I won't,
that's just out the scope for me
because I can patch a bleeding
but not a faulty water tap.